That is the quesion.
Running around on what often seems to be the Hamster wheel of life, doing the same thing over and over. Day in and day out. Is this what life is all about. "Why am I here", "What is the purpose of this life". Questions with no real answers. The answer can only be found within, when I can look myself in the mirror and say: "THIS is why I am here", "THIS is my purpose in life".
The waters of life, and time, are increasingly flowing by, faster and faster. What was once a far distant tomorrow, has now become a far distant yesterday. And I run and I run to catch up with the sun....but it's sinking. Racing around to come up behind me again.
Why am I here, what is the purpose of my life. I am Ben, I am a husband, I am a father, I am a brother, I am a son..........I am me. Sometimes strong, sometimes weak. Sometimes invincible, sometimes fallible. Sometimes so many things, sometimes not anything at all.
When this sojourn of life draws to a close, and I look back, and reflect with finality "Who am I", "What was my life all about". Will I be satisfied with the answer. I know I will have regrets. Regrets that hopefully were lessons hard earned and learned. But will I be satisfied with my answer?
There is so much I want to do, to see, to learn, to be. But that must wait , while I get back on my hamster wheel and run in my own race of life.
Tomorrow is another day, another opportunity. Another day that all too soon will be yesterday. Will I make the best of it? CAN I make the best of it? I dont know. Questions for which I dont have the answer. But they are questions for which I MUST find the answer. To be or not to be........I choose to be.
And tomorrow....is the first day, of the rest of my life.